Vanillamoonlight

 i stand and you jolt into my mind, i sigh and appreciate the things i learned : where ever u are i can feel u like kisses of a summer breeze on the back of my legs. i can feel you  whenever u think of me i can feel you like pricking my finger on thorns and a jolt of adrenaline cloaks me whenever you speak of me i can feel you like a rush of warmness to the epicenter of my body, tummy, chest, fingers whenever i think of you, i greet the memory with a smile or chuckle and dismiss it away. my mind begs to feel the dopamine that rushes through me when you are near.  “louder than his masi casi calamari  he had my higher than D o Double G  try to out rank him and his feathers will cock open for the see like his suicide coupe he was calling the shots  i cant wait to see when hes running it back the way he all up in my tracks i cant share none of that i need me some head baby”

 i wish you could see me when i miss you the most, like ice cream on a hot day in NY, not come to my location and be in my space but view my essence through a lenses or crystal ball.  like taking a day trying on your all sunnies and shoes as if i were trapped in a frame of mind, in a spilt second of time, like cocaine bear sniffing a few. like my favorite kinda porn with you the places i miss you in, i think you would find yourself here too, or at least wondering in drunken  into z spaces for none could hold you down from the rancid treasures of your mind doing whatever works for you baby