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i thought about you today

  isnt it sweet when summer sunsets fades giving way too cooler days and here i am still whispering your  name  in the shades  of autumn leaves   sipping on peppermint teas i think back of when my hands were on your cheeks  tranced in your rays that beams light into me sweeter than summer sunsets  sweetest like melted ice cream sweetly hummed in my ear all the sweet things i want to hear  lush kisses that could never end small squeezes that embellish my skin yearning for more when you pull away i think to a day  when you glanced upon me once again with low light eyes and demure soft lips  a gentle reminder of how kind the other species could be i couldnt look away because now having you here will stay on my skin  warm to the touch so dazed in your embrace i think of our summer flame

spinning ice

  like twirling thoughts in your head shifting fluttering streamling into pensimentos de curiosidad adelante de tu corteza del lóbulo frontal jalándose a las imagines del  día, a las palabras de la día anterior like starry skies creating patterns and linear movements tu cabeza truena como salsa picando a tu lengua  cradling your cheek in tender thought, placed in the cusp of your hand  heavy heavy on the table that keeps the chilled drink  melting melting long tears of condensation streams from the heat arising  ice spins in the short iridescent glass laying heavy in your warm palm heavy heavy flumes forget the nonsense of the day water trickling down the spine of the glass tricking down his hand and the split of his mouth

firecracker

as a poet youd think id have all the right words to say, sweet loving expressive.  i still lack self control in fits of being misunderstood. feeling tongue tied by whom don’t get me to fiery a response from someone who should know how to walk the talk spurs of embers unleashed from the depths of my somber pits as you hear my fury i cant stop or halt the word canons that fire into your grasp fits of me lacking patience to be understood  a plea to feel understood by you id crawl on broken shattered fragments of my words to you to apologize for my spears that sought for blood like a firecracker trying to show all my colors  defending every feeling of mine, lacking the simplicity of empathy within a conversation stirred by my own negligence and lack thereof 

days ahead

 who ever thought id end up like this again,  crying into a seedless relationship  spiraling from the clay he molded me into  back to goo just to be misused  you’d think i’d learn not to let my heart out of its icy chest  thinking you'd be near and now im here alone in vast what ifs and how comes lost in my own words i couldn’t tell you how i feel without a whiplash of trauma enclosing coma fears  lost in the shoes im suppose to put myself in to feel your pain and claim to understand a man who can’t help himself why am i here again trapped by the silences i chose  i open my mouth to unattainable ears  goo is what you heard when i cried out: i need you dear