Vanillamoonlight

The phrase "How are you doing?" is so blindly used. And if I were to be truthful to the handful of people that I see throughout the day that ask me this question in passing, I would say: Some days or moments in the day I'm doing good, then others not so much. When I get out of therapy on Tuesdays I am emotionally drained. I want to curl up and cry about what was just discussed and reflect upon. But because we live in a world that does not value emotions and the process of processing emotions, I have to run of to Psychology 01, and then Justice, Community, and Leadership 121 and pretend I wasn't just crying and I'm not hurting. I text back the man that I love, who doesn't love me like he use to and pretend to be cool with just being friends for now. I talk to my friends, that know me on a superficial level because I haven't been able to open up as much as I can because I am scared of being judged or left again. I have recently lost 4 friends, which ma...