the now
The Now
It's really interesting to think about the end result of something, before anything starts.
My temporary therapist Timothy posed scenarios about the boys next door. Either setting boundaries and stay on friendly hang out terms. Or go somewhere sexual. And jezzzz, I think him saying that to me is so testing. Like I want to be able to just have guy friends or to go over their house and chill and not feel as though I need to worry about anything. But lemme tell you, some how Sean Smith has caught my lucid attention. I know he is very narcissistic however grown as hell, well I thought he was. Something about him keeps my gears turning. I have recently been diagnosed with depression. It’s a new label to add to my list of accomplishments. Due to my depression, I find myself not smiling to often, and I really haven't been feeling myself lately. I get fatigued, or tired out, so easily when conversing with others. I no longer have the confidence of sophomore year me, when I was soaring through classes and reassessing previous writers and philosophers in classes in JCL 120, Seminar 2, and TRS 97. Saint Mary’s has began to equip me with instrumental professors for the coming of my new major.
It's really interesting to think about the end result of something, before anything starts.
My temporary therapist Timothy posed scenarios about the boys next door. Either setting boundaries and stay on friendly hang out terms. Or go somewhere sexual. And jezzzz, I think him saying that to me is so testing. Like I want to be able to just have guy friends or to go over their house and chill and not feel as though I need to worry about anything. But lemme tell you, some how Sean Smith has caught my lucid attention. I know he is very narcissistic however grown as hell, well I thought he was. Something about him keeps my gears turning. I have recently been diagnosed with depression. It’s a new label to add to my list of accomplishments. Due to my depression, I find myself not smiling to often, and I really haven't been feeling myself lately. I get fatigued, or tired out, so easily when conversing with others. I no longer have the confidence of sophomore year me, when I was soaring through classes and reassessing previous writers and philosophers in classes in JCL 120, Seminar 2, and TRS 97. Saint Mary’s has began to equip me with instrumental professors for the coming of my new major.
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