2 years of Love, Heriberto & Rebecca

I have been harboring these poems for over 2 years now. I think it's time I share them with the world now.
These poems come from the rawest moments of my life. These poems come from a level of love I thought I could never hold on to
What I'm going to share is something I want to turn into a book of poems one day. So I'll start off with showing you all.
The man that inspired me to write like this gave me a whole new perspective on life.
He was the quietest sheep in class. He was the tallest man in the room. He's words were spoken with conviction and ease,
while his fingered twitched his anxiety. Our relationship was built of vulnerability I was his first kiss, his first hand hold, his first girl friend.
He lost his virginity to me while I had already done that with someone else. The love that we had could fill up Disney World.
His name is Heriberto Barba Lopez and he made me the happiest girl in the world. Still til today I have nothing but love for him.
If we ever meet again I'll be glad to tell him my truth...

your lips part and make me moan sweet symphonies of your name

your mouth consumes me and dances on me 

my body dances to the music of your tongue 

slipping in and out of the fantasy you put me in cw 

amor, you lips whisper to mine

safe in your arms i am

loved in the grooves of your body i am

our unspoken love moves from tongue to tongue 

you opened up like a blossoming flower in spring

when i touched your petals they kissed my fingers

our bodies collide 

our eyes lock 

you realize with

locked eyes 

our universe stops 

eyes running in

the silence of our lips.

lips never parting

the most important words being exchanged*

Your fingers have traveled every part of my body

Yet you’ve yearned for more and off to your next adventure you go

i created him molded him 

taught him which fingers to press against my skin

how to cock his head and breathe my same breath

and from there he learned how to love me

how to articulate through his body to mine the word love

pushing my body back and forth against him 

his fingers gnawing and craving my skin 

sneaking through my hair and pulling hard 

pulling hard moaning heavenly 

showing me the word love as his teeth pull the bottom of my lip 

moving his hands towards my breasts, his breasts

this time illustrating with him strong hands and soft lips that he needs me 

you'll search for me in every woman 

you'll crave for me in every woman 

you'll cry for me in every woman

you'll beg for me in every woman 

Here i am next to you

Waiting and yearning 

For you to understand that i love you

For you to see that what you’ve been wanting and needing is right in front of you

Here i am next to you

Loving and caring

For you to break down your walls 

For you to open those loving arms 

Here i am next to you

Wanting you to love me again

Say you’ll see me again

even if it’s just for pretend

And if he is not

He is still oh so good

you always thought you would sink so you never swam

you always thought you would fall so you never flew

you always thought you would hurt so you never loved

you had always thought this until she came around 

until she gave to will and freedom to soar

Long nights in the car

Watching the sun go down

Watching the moon rise up

Laughing and sharing til the break of dawn

i came all this way

to give you all these things

but you aren’t even looking
you aren't even focused
i came all this way
and you threw it away

he came in the most angelic form someone could come in

his lashes battered like a butterfly flying from flower to flower

and 

When my name drips from your lips

my lips curl, my heart races

she races with yours as she touches your skin

As she keeps your body warm with her chest
when my name drips from your lips like sweet honey from a spoon into tea
she races and thumps for you
warm and sweet it sounds.

esos manos que una vez me amo

los dedos que bailaron en mi cuerpo

making you laugh was the best thing i could ever do

your lips parted to show me how much you loved me 

your head cocked back to show me the faith you had in me

and the lines on your forehead showed me how to love every simple inch of you 

and your honey eyes told me everything your lips didn't 

your heart are for those who are patient 

your heart is for those who are old souls 

because only an old soul can ever be worthy of your heart

Watch the sun go down

Ill spend the rest of life right here talking to you

Stay the same

Do we even exist

I love about it so much i can't even explain it

your lips search and find the wetness of mine

have you ever been so in love with someone you take them any way you can get them?

HIM PT2

His hoodie hid him

His hoodie protected him

His hoodie sheltered his clammy fidgeting fingers

It hid him until she came

She lifted her hands and slowly saw him

In a room full of people and she finally saw him

His eyes gleamed of honey and emerald 

His nose was chiseled by the mighty Zeus himself 

It was then when she knew

His laugh

His laugh showed her how much he loves her

He cocked back his head trusting her to always be there

His lips parted by miles and showed her his wrinkled forehead telling her how comfortable he was with her

And after his laugh that breath he took afterwards was her favorite

The way he showed her he loved her was different

But it was his way

His fingers spoke of many other languages

Wrapped around her waist they spoke “you’re mine”

Playing with her hair they said, “you look too goddamn good”

Dancing his fingers on her thighs proclaiming, “they aren’t fat amor”

Squeezing them moaning, “oh my god”

Holding her hand, “ i need you”

Caressing her face they whisper, “I love you”

His heart are for those who are patient 

HIs love are for those who love like they will never love again

His smile are for those who will always make him happy

He was the moonlight that kissed her skin late at night

He was the sun that gleamed in her amber eyes 

He was the current that kept me moving through the week 

But he will never know that my heart lays with him

He will never know until he looks at me with his honey emerald eyes as he once did a long time ago in a luluby