Vanillamoonlight

 5.15.21 If strength could be measured, I wished they used me to measure it. Just like a star or planet in the universe when it is expected for its light to reach us is the determination of its light years in distance from us. I wondering how many more light years I have to go through before people can see me.  My dad kicked me out. My mom told me to live in my car. We are now in the first year and 2nd month of our global pandemic.  Schools are barely starting to open, outdoor dining is making its come up. Gas is almost $5 in some cities around me.  And I have had 2 different jobs within 2 months.  I got fired in a less than a month and then again in 2 days.  Back to care.com and within 24 I got an offer to start my 3rd job on Monday again  Infinite blessings My best friend is graduating college. My other best friend works at a plant nursery. And my bestest friend is tussling the idea of leaving her man to improve the positivity in her life.  I wa...

 As you could guess, every day after that was the Bec & Ali show. Our mornings started with, after his 5am prayer and morning routine, being awaken with a FaceTime call and a big smile on the ending receiver.  By 5:45am we planned our whole day.   —~>  BEC’s & Ali’s Daily Itinerary <~—  6:15 am run at the lake together, which consisted of: 2 backwoods pre smoked, two smoothies pre made, no headphones, comfy clothes (track suits encouraged)   7:15 am smoke together in the car while they drink their smoothies that had been waiting for them in the brisk cool winter morning  7:30 am maybe play some music in the background so Ali can listen to the lyrics and understand her subliminal messages. While they talked about everything under the morning sun.  10:30am leaving the lake after missing his first meetings 11:00am Bec changes and drives to work. Ali attends meetings all day 11:11am they text each other 11:11 make a wish  ...