Vanillamoonlight

 she called you cry baby, her friends laughed at you yet her heart wanted you as heavy as you felt she wanted more  perhaps it was meant to crash and burn either you or she would’ve sabotaged it  abandonment insecurities which ever one it lead the way back home  two hearts can yearn for love but folded in one another they are left yearning for more, unspoken words.  heavy sighs and puppy eyes linger in the nights they shared  silly giggles and belly filled laughs collected in the frames of his room lace thongs filled from room to room warm embraces filled empty spaces  unquenched thirst strifes her still sweet sleep rests under your eyes as you sway back and forth sweeping the blankets under unspoken words filled the room with lies you pierced her heart with lyrical scripture it’s like you warned her in between the lines you’re powerful hands felt safe around her neck, clinching onto your words for the next bite  she taunted you possession become ...

 i wish i could spit on the grave you left me in but here i am looking at it she is so lifeless  so quiet  i wish i could have seen how you’d hurt me  but here i am looking at split lips she was so perfect  porcelain almost , now sunken in by your bits how could you look into my eyes and just lie to me like that i wish i could have told her about you  but she would’ve never listened  experience is the most equipped instructor  you are him

 he’s a man of his word when he tells you he’ll call. he won’t when he tells you he’ll kiss your every inch. he can’t  when he tells you he misses you, he has said that to 5 others bitches  when he tells you your eyes pierce his soul, he already told Natalie her smile perks up his days when he asks you your favorite color, he will forget when he asks you what you want, he won’t supply when he asks you if you need help, his hands will be dissembled  when he asks you want to you need. his ears won’t hear you when he shares his things, he wants you to give back  when he shares his feelings, he won’t ask about yours  when he says he is busy, he is just on his phone  when he says he likes you, just for your body though when he says he appreciates you, you’ve done too much when he says your his, don’t believe him  when he wants you next to him, he won’t hold you  when he slides it in, did he warm it?  when he tells you he doesn’t want anything...