i never would have thought

 my heart feels so heavy and you made it so, taking my trust and letting me go. sitting with gooey sticky hands that had no intention of holding me so. my heart is so heavy thinking i could have even seen you as a partner. my heart is fiery wishing you never lead me. my heart is sunken by the understanding you never cared

left me on the floor for your own amuse

space is what you wanted;

a galaxy is what i’ll give you

icey winds strike your malice face as i watch you gravel

time nor sweet silly nicknames will alleviate my pain. i wont cave i wont budge. your sneaky ways pushing me away. now take your bow for i cant stand to see your frown and hear more lies that come out of your eyes. how could i trust you again. hiding all those lies. 

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