Vanillamoonlight

I have been harboring these poems for over 2 years now. I think it's time I share them with the world now. These poems come from the rawest moments of my life. These poems come from a level of love I thought I could never hold on to What I'm going to share is something I want to turn into a book of poems one day. So I'll start off with showing you all. The man that inspired me to write like this gave me a whole new perspective on life. He was the quietest sheep in class. He was the tallest man in the room. He's words were spoken with conviction and ease, while his fingered twitched his anxiety. Our relationship was built of vulnerability I was his first kiss, his first hand hold, his first girl friend. He lost his virginity to me while I had already done that with someone else. The love that we had could fill up Disney World. His name is Heriberto Barba Lopez and he made me the happiest girl in the world. Still til today I have nothing but love for him. If we ...

I dedicate this post to a collection of poems for my ex fiance, Sean. May God always lit his path through the darkest parts of his past and illuminate his future with such a pure light of FAITH. I write this words with the kindest, rawest, and honest regards for a man that saved my life and broke my heart. I believe that one day in another life our love will survive the chaos of our heads and past traumas. For now we live in a world of sin that affects all humans, for now I'll let every sunset with the vision of our love dimming. It's been one year since that man and I loved. It's been two years since he's been introduce to the story of my life. And now all I have to reflect on is the memory of his existence, and small interruptions of interactions we can have since he lives in front of my house. I use to curse to the Gods for his continual existence in my life and now I see it as a blessing. That man continues to play an important role in my life as I grow and thrive...